Two days after I heard the dreadful news. I've been bawling like a baby. My eyes are terrible tired from crying but I still miss you lots. I miss the times we had sinful buffets together. Everything reminds me of you now. I wish I had someone I can talk to, fully open up to about your loss but it's too painful. There's just no one comparable to how I connect to you right now.. I am a lucky girl. Of all the girls in the world, you waited for me. I miss you so much now. I'm going to dance again.. tomorrow. I WILL make it. I will put in my best for tomorrow.. I miss you..