grace's mindless rantings

Flutters of Delight

2011-03-13T18:38:00.002+08:00

I never considered myself hilarious, even remotely funny. I laugh easily and find the smallest things amusing, thus enjoying the delightful companionship of wit and humour.

Today I am different.

I made someone laugh out hard and long because.....

G: (adamantly declares) I'm Not Naggy! I'm the least naggy person alive.
X: (bursts out laughing uncontrollably. breathes. laughs again)
G: WHAT!
X: Women nv think they are. That's why they nag.

Hmm. Quite True.

to my refuge

2011-03-12T14:59:00.002+08:00

I've finally mustered enough courage to revisit my past. Back to my blog where I've tried to shut down and forget.

I guess I've truly moved on to a happier place, where reading my past entries bring back bittersweet memories.

I've yet to have time to revamp this space but I shall do so over the next weekend, and it shall be filled with more of the fun and laughter I've been experiencing.

I'm back today because something made me laugh. I wanted to share it and I thought of my long forgotten blog, and all the lovely things I could still be sharing with everyone.

So I shall. I will. I must.

Hello World!

SOGT

2010-07-13T05:34:00.003+08:00

After 3 years, my blog has evolved to a refuge that I turn to when I seek solace. Funny how things turn out.

You take a step to try, not knowing if it's all that right for you, but you try anyway because you think it does and things may not turn out like how you imagine it to be. Still, you look back fondly and browse through the memories. I used to rave about food didn't I? :)

I've always thought that if things didn't turn out the right way, it was my fault, my decisions, my expectations. It was always this way, and I ended up short changing myself, telling myself that hey, things didn't work out because you didn't try hard enough, or I could have done it better. Then I tell the world that it was so, to convince myself. I don't see the point in painting myself as the victim or cry buckets. My friends think I'm amazingly strong. I think it's just how you choose to live life.

I found myself hurt to an unbearable extent on Sunday. Yet, two hours later, I could walk down Orchard road with almost no hint of sadness. I was asked if it were mood swings and found myself amused. I told him that I could either carry a glum face and ruin someone else's day or I could be thankful and put on a positive attitude to enjoy the day. It's all a choice. Half cup full or half a cup empty. I could never make someone else suffer with or for me.

It was also Sunday itself that I found out how giving drew an influx of calls and texts over the next 48 hours. A friend caught me crying, or sobbing in his context and he told half the world. In his defense, he said it was SOGT - Save our grace tye

I received the cutest, most heartwarming text ever:

On a serious note, I think you are the perfect you.
People around you feel happy with your presence. It's like you are the sun radiating energy.

And no it wasn't by someone who had a crush on me.

Walls crumbled and I smiled, emanating from within.

Thank you for that. SOGT. Very nice indeed :)

Rhythm of Grace

2010-06-13T15:38:00.004+08:00

13/06/2010:

I've probably told a few of my friends that Louis and I have broken up. It came as a shock to those that were part of our lives. We've grown together for the last 4 years and thank you for being a part of our journey. The chapter has finally been closed.

The last few days were a chaotic turmoil of heartaches and mindless flow of emotions. I've come to realize that I loved him and I still do and always will. He has been a special part of me and I would never have been that jubilant, happy girl, if not for him.

I remember how I started out in a relationship with him. It wasn't love at first sight for me. He wasn't my "type" but I eventually did. I also discovered how blissful I could be just being cradled in his arms and letting the hours go by. We would spend hours watching old movies on his desktop, indulge in gastronomical food and simply stay contented in each others' company.

Things spiraled out of control after we entered the working world. The life of busyness changed our priorities. We hardly communicate and I found myself longing and empty.

My friends, we've tried or I've tried. I tried so hard that even right now, the outcome of our decision hurts. I'm sorry if you had to find out this way but be happy for me for I'm finally at peace.

I was in church with Cillia today and I asked God why. I've been good and much nicer than so many people out there, so why the influx of torrential problems. Why did things that matter to me, family, relationship, friendship and career give way one by one. I've been a giver all my life. I try so hard to excel. I work hard, make time for everyone and I give so much just to see people around me happy.

In that 2 hours, God came to me. In that 2 hours, I realized that my life revolved on being a perfectionist. People have constantly told me that I work too hard or that I push myself too much but I thought nothing much of it. After all, I would be reaping the rewards and achieve a lot more.

I was wrong.

Perfectionism stems from the self. I need to. I want to.
The spirit of excellence comes from God. Let Go and Let God. Experience his rhythm of grace. Every wall I had erected broke down. I told God that from this moment, I want him to take control of every single aspect of my life. I want to outsource my efforts for he has redeemed the cost of the easy way out at the cross.

I wanted Louis to believe in God, to accept him but I never trusted God to come to him.

I've seen his grace at work, flowing in abundance. Yet I tell myself it's also because of my hard work. Never balance Grace with logic. It's man's way of shortchanging God.

I'm surrounded by friends but why do I feel tired of giving and for being there. Even though I've been struggling with my pain, why do I find myself braving a smile to listen to their problems instead? Why do I seem to always attract people that want to be close but I can never break down those walls around me. I give but not want to take and eventually I have too many groups of friends, friends that I love dearly but neglect periodically. Because I want to be a blessing but I've never really come to terms with understanding that I've been blessed. God has promised but I've doubted.

Psalms 37 verses 4-6.
Delight yourself in the LORD;
And He will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the LORD,
Trust also in Him, and He will do it.
⁶He will bring fort your righteousness as the light
And your judgment as the noonday.

I grew up in church and Psalms 37 was constantly brought up. I never fully understood till today. It resonates in my heart and I hold it dearly.

So dear friends, delight in the Lord. He would take away every broken heart and broken life.

Louis, if you're reading this. Thank you for loving me.

I'm at peace now, so go on, find yourself. Never lose yourself in work.

You'll be in my prayers.

Thank you for being you.

Pain

2010-05-24T18:04:00.002+08:00

Pain. It creeps into you, lingering, clinging, overshadowing.

It renders you helpless. You feel lost and cold.

Your tears well up in your eyes, over and over.

You want no part of the world.

Pain consumes.

The phone rings and you put on the bravest brightest smile. That facade.

What's wrong, they say? Why does your voice sound different

You tell them you're on leave today and just woke up.

They apologize, make it quick.

You're on leave.

Tears sting your eyes as you give in to pain.

Alone time.

The phone rings. The process commences all over again. You numbly regurgitate.

Pride, Pressure, Pain. They seem get along.

I want no part of it.

Not anymore.

je t'aime

2010-05-02T01:15:00.002+08:00

I almost cried as tears welled up in my eyes. I blinked profusely to diffuse the notion of crying.

I love weddings. I cannot help but get overwhelmed by the beauty of watching the groom's face light up with love as the breath-taking beautiful bride walks down the isle with her beaming father.

Love.

The delicate phenomena of union between man and wife

Love.

The everlasting promise of God.

Love.

The secret formula to overcoming the good and the bad.

Love.

The reminder to bask in life and embrace the ones that hold you dear.

:)

Congratulations Dino and Marion. You've embarked on a new journey of love-filled life as one.

Thank you for sharing that beautiful moment with me.

Father's Love

2010-03-06T18:20:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how little incidents in life impact one's life.

I was on the MRT, mind, hands and mouth full. On one hand, I was trying to figure out a way to work out the best possible rate for a client. RAR, gearing, basic business rules. That kept my mind preoccupied.

Hands. Fixed on the phone. Calling just about every expert I know. Market rates, market analysis. Thank God for Axlle, Dennis, Derek and Zhi Wei.

Mouth. Spewing banking lingos. Passenger beside me kept staring at my file that I was trying desperate to hide. MAS rules.

Needless to say, time whizzes past. What's traveling for a hour when you're preoccupied right? I'm such a workaholic at times. It must be the years of aggressive competition, from table tennis and dancing. Ever the need to perform.

Braddell: A young Father came in, pushing a pram. He looked tired, slightly unkempt. Most would consider him unfashionable, with a blue baby bag, a pram, t-shirt, faded trousers and signature Singaporean flip flops. He sat beside me.

What most women would do when they see a toddler in a pram: smile.

I did. But it was for a different reason. The toddler's head was 1.5 times bigger than an average kid. He had a deformed mouth and brown birthmarks on 80% on his face. It was a sight for sore eyes. It makes you wonder how the toddler would grow up and face the beauty obsessed world.

YET. His father had no eyes for anyone else. He was much less concerned about the stares from fellow passengers. I think he must have been used to it. Out of the corner of my eye, I caught people whispering. The toddler's father caught naught but continued to play with his child. The child smiled and so did his father.

Hurt people hurt others. Just look at Tiger Woods and Tiger Wood's father.

People who are loved, love others more readily. They are self assured.

The toddler would be hurt by society. Frowned upon since the day he was born. Yet he would be loved unconditonally by his father.

I felt his love and it reminded me of my dad's love. Sometimes I think that my dad deserves all the credit but I'm shy of telling him. He's always supporting the family, providing for us.

Caught in my life of busyness, friends, work and whirlwind schedule of appointments. I forgot how it was when I was like the toddler. I was an ugly child. I had no hair, tiny eyes, sickly and thin. Slightly better off them the creature in Lord of the Rings. YET I vividly remember going through pictures where my dad proudly carried me. Till today, he is the silent fan of my sisters and I. Uncles and Aunties call us the Charlie's Angels.

Today's incident will be the reason why I will enjoy my work, my life. It's a reason to make my parents proud and present them with the greatest gift a child can present to her parents - the gift of happyness.

:)

I love you daddy, mummy, Dajie Jas and Jo.

Dear God, thank you for my family.

:)

Melbourne - Day 1

2010-02-18T14:50:00.005+08:00

Teeheehee. The boys must be so envious of me. Crusing along the streets near St Kilda's beach in a convertible.

Good day!

Introducing our awesome friend, Yongsiang! Not only did he welcomed Grouie (grace plus louie) into his posh Docklands apartment, Yongsiang was the perfect tour guide.

Check out his convertible!

I particularly like this shot. :) I was enjoying the moment, away from the stress at work.

NOM NOM NOM!!! Bakeries and cafes everywhere!

I can't really remember the name of the cafe but it delightfully serves the best breakfast and coffee I've had in 24 years!

Glowing with statisfaction.
Yup! Perfectly poached egg with generous hollandaise sauce, served on crisp toast and thick juicy ham.

The aussie portion is mega huge!
Yongsiang then dropped us off so that we could explore the city centre. Melbourne is big on graffiti!

And performing arts :)

I hope day 1 alone could entice you into visiting Melbourne in Summer. It isn't humid so you hardly perspire and that's always that unpredictable cold wind. Keep the cardigan near!

Adios to 2009!

HELLO 2o10! Year of Restful Increase!

XOXO,

GT

Great Ocean Road Day 1

2010-02-18T13:59:00.007+08:00

Hello everyone! Happy CNY to you! I hope you had a good break because I did! I went to Melbourne for a week's vacation! whoohoo.

I have so many stories to tell, pictures to rave about that I have no idea where to start. Perhaps, with the Great Ocean Road drive. It was my favourite part of the stay in Australia.

Here we go!

The man behind the 8 hours drive. Without him, it wouldn't have been possible. -beams- We rented a car from Thrifty. If you're traveling on a budget,I strongly recommend renting from Thrifty's! Friendly staff, good service, very efficient.

I proclaim that Australians make the best breakfast! Eggs benedict - poached eggs with perfect runny yokes, drenched in hollandaise sauce, placed gingerly on crisp toast and seasoned ham. ahhh.. paradise

And here we go! Tummy happy couple..

Checked in at our hotel in Lorne. I simple have to rave about Cumberland hotel! Extremelyhelpfulstaffgloriousamenitiesscenicview! phoawww!

Room inauguration ceremony begins!
wheee!
For $250 per night per couple, you have your own spacious bathtub with a jacuzzi, generous display of towels and your very own washing machine and dryer! -bliss-

Oh OH OH..and complementary wine and chocolates, microwave, kitchen utensils.. did I mention dishwasher?

Simply fabulous!
We managed to drag ourselves out of Cumberland hotel to continue the journey to

TADA!!!

Yup the 12 apostles. It was breathtakingly beautiful!!! Worth every bit of motion sickness (I threw up 3/4 of the journey)

My lifesaver - motion sickness pills.

I loveloveloved the view. When I get to witness such pristine beauty, I can't help but be amazed at how marvelous our good Lord is.

Dear friends, you NEED to HAVE to and DIEDIEMUST dine at Casalingo! It's at Apollo Bay, tucked quietly off the main street. This quaint Italian restaurant offered the best pasta I had in Australia. Simply gastronomical!

Nom Nom Nom...

-grin-

Dreadful

2010-02-16T13:56:00.006+08:00

I feel terrible.

Consolation for CNY cold is that there's an adorable little girl beside me who will be in tHe queue with me.

She's a brave one :)

Great Ocean Road

2010-02-10T22:11:00.004+08:00

Pen-What enlarger?

2010-01-14T22:05:00.001+08:00

Hello! I may be a technophobe, a.k.a blogspot laggard, but how can anyone spam my blog with a

PEN** ENLARGER COMMENT!

ANGRY!

ROAR!!

I did something nice today!

2010-01-14T21:51:00.003+08:00

I think I did!
I was exhausted from gyming and decided to cab home. I got an cabbie uncle that couldn't stop talking to me when all I wanted was some shut eye. I tried to entertain him and half the time I wasn't sure what I said.

I was so relieved when the cab arrived at my place and whipped out my newly withdrawn SGD 50 note. To my horror, the cabbie didn't have change!

Uncle requested that I get some change and I suggested to coffee shop opposite my place which is a fair bit of distance.

Guess what, after he dropped me off, I got change, went back to the spot and HE DISAPPEARED! Confused I stood there. I stood there for 10 minutes thinking to myself that $12 must mean something for cab drivers (very often, cabbies tell me how hard it is to earn a living). Well he returned, without so much an explanation, took my money, mumbled a thank you and drove off.

I walked home feeling incredible. Noisy uncle, inefficient, pulled a David Copperfield disappearing act, had me confused for a whole 10 minutes, and made me walk all the way home from the coffee shop.

Yet I paid.

I think God's promise of restful increase is manifesting. I Actually Felt incredibly happy that I had the patience.

:)

We were the reason

2009-12-24T15:02:00.003+08:00

Whenever I'm sad, lost or in need of comfort, I know I can always turn to God. The past 2 months were so stressful. I felt lost, confused, tired and empty.

No one could fill that void. God did. He rejuvenated, refreshed and embraced me. I am alive, full of energy and ready to face life with God as my protector, friend and Father.

This song resonates in my heart. Every single word. I am blessed because of Him.

As little children, we would dream of Christmas Morn
And all the gifts and toys, we knew we'd find
But we never realise, a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gifts of our lives

We were the reason that he gave his life
We were the reason that he suffered and died
To a world that was lost, he gave all he could give
To show us a reason to live

As the years go by, we learn more about gifts
And the giving of ourselves, and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day, a man hung dying in the rain
Because of love, because of love

We were the reason that he gave his life
We were the reason that he suffered and died
To a world that was lost, he gave all he could give
To show us a reason to live

I've finally found a reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do, every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him
For Him

Inspired

2009-12-20T19:28:00.002+08:00

I have a purpose driven life and I'm excited about it! Yay!!

In the next few years, I would like to earn as much as I can. Study, start a family of my own, build that career with God in the centre of my life and hopefully in 10 years, start a foot reflexology centre.

I want to hire the blind, to provide them an income. I want to run it on a non profit basis; learn from their life experiences. They see the world in a different light. I believe my life will be made meaningful because God gave me a special gift - to love the wounded.

I am highly favoured, greatly blessed and deeply loved, and I want to pass that on to the blind.

I will Love God fervently and Love his people passionately.

:)

Thank You for Being You

2009-12-05T01:23:00.003+08:00

Dearest Margie, Xilin and Julia,

Thank you for taking time for the dance practice, milo peng and late nights for rehearsals despite your heavy workload.

I never cease to be amazed at how happy I feel to be able to dance again with the Eunique girls.

I'm not all good with words..

but Thank You for Being You.. :)

Dearest Kelly, Joanne, Theresa, Alvin, Daniel and De Siang,

Thank you for coming down from work to support me. It might not be your cup of tea but you came. I am ever so grateful for that.

I count my blessings each day to be able to have you bunch in my life. On days when I'm so stressed with work, you're here. Without you girls, I think I might not have such fond memories at work.

Thank You for Being You.

Dearest Sunny and Jia Hui,

Thank you for coming all the way down from the hotel. I am so glad I finally got to introduce my colleagues to you. Sunny, they've finally gotten to meet you!

Thank You for Being You.

To Louie and Flo,

You boys rock my world. (literally rock with your noisy rock and roll..eee) You know you've got the best people in your life when your face automatically breaks into a smile just by seeing them.

Last but not least,

To my dearest sisters, Jo and Jas,

I love you girls.

Thank You for Being You.

Revelation

2009-11-03T12:31:00.002+08:00

I love you.

I love you.

I love you very very very much.

:)

Men Versus Women

2009-10-29T12:30:00.002+08:00

Flo, Cillia, Jan

Thank you. I feel much better. :)

Just to share something that made me laugh uncontrollably.
I met a client today and after as usual, I took a taxi back to the office.

Scene re-enactment
Driving driving

[cabbie] what is that fella doing. move left, right or what. what is that fella doing

*cabbie overtakes the driver and is prepared to swear

*cabbie notices that it is a woman driving

*woman was pretty, and incredibly cute as she was biting on her lip, brow furrowed in intense concentration

[cabbie] aiyah woman driver, you know la..

*cabbie smiles at me

[grace] haha uncle don't bluff, it's a pretty lady that's why right

[cabbie] no la, Uncle gentleman!

[grace] uncle, you should have seen how your expression morphed. it was classic

*graces laughs uncontrollably

[cabbie] smart girl ah.. hehe

*cabbie smiles sheepishly

The persuasive powers of a woman, or rather, just being a woman.

P.S. she was not even aware that a heated sign language exchange could have happened.

not again..

2009-10-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you're forced to face all that vulnerability.
I thought I concealed all that hurt rather well.
Then it all comes unexpectedly..wham..

sigh

I need a big hug, and maybe a bar of choc..

make that 2 bars.

Specially for Kelly

2009-10-27T15:47:00.002+08:00

Dear girl,

I'm really blessed to have gotten to know you. Despite being in a competitve environment, I'm able to share my ups and downs with you. We've shopped till we've dropped, eaten till we swear to go on diets and even slogged at yoga together.

I love this picture of us. It makes me feel all bubbly and warm. The sunset of beautiful and so is our friendship.

Thank you for being you.

Work Frustrations

2009-10-20T19:10:00.002+08:00

I feel so frustrated at work today.

I'm going to buy myself a chocolate bar because I deserve it.

Hmph!

Nat's Visit

2009-08-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

We survived the chicken wings challenge!

Look what I found!!

2009-08-31T20:49:00.001+08:00

Smiles. Can you spot me?

Level 10 chicken wings

2009-07-31T15:10:00.001+08:00

A second attempt at Sunset Grill's chicken wings!

This time we're going for level 10. *shivers*

SO scary!!

Why Do People Always Say Things That Hurt

2009-07-28T17:44:00.001+08:00

I got really hurt today.

By what you said.

For my happy "Three" Friend

2009-07-14T10:42:00.002+08:00

Shiming,

I hope somehow you sneakily browse through my blog today.
BECAUSE!!

I love my happy "Three" friend!

I hope you feel LOOOAADDDSS better after reading this. I know how tough work can be but always remember heads up ya?

Next Friday, Pris, you, me.. happy three bees.

-big fat meicheelicious hug-

Remember..

HEADS UP!!

The King of Pop

2009-06-26T09:26:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson passed away.

I was in the gym at 6 am this morning and was devastated by the news. I grew up watching him dance. He was an inspiration to me. Though I was not a diehard fan, I've always admired him. He was a performer. He commanded attention. He was unique. He was talented.

As a dancer, an icon like Michael Jackson was an inspiration. Each time I perform, I know the pain I go through for that 4 minutes of fame. Imagine what Michael had to endure. The heartless paparazzi, the constant need to be at the top of the game.

I'm truly sorry for the loss. There can only be one Michael Jackson.

Wonderful Wednesday

2009-06-24T11:07:00.002+08:00

I started the day tired, drained from a sleepless night. Had a terrible cold and tried to resist taking puriton because it makes me so drowsy the next day. I lost the battle at 3 am and took it anyways.

Came into office early and got a very nice call from a credit manager. He was so positive and said that he would like to engage my service because it was good.

Yay!

Energized and rejuvenated!

God is good! He truly is. Despite all the hurtful words said by a friend, or a colleague, I became stronger and happier because I closer to him than ever.

On an even brighter note, Cillia is coming to Church with me on Sunday! I can't wait! I'm going super early to queue!

AND! I received 5 text messages from my guy friends last night asking for free liasing. How can!!!!

-cheeky grin-

C for Cillia

2009-06-23T17:10:00.002+08:00

This is the gorgeous girl I've been raving about at work. Cillia Yow!!!!

and she's still single and available!!

-beams-

I charge per liaising of date

Dim sum and Friendships

2009-06-22T22:26:00.007+08:00

EeeeEEe! Monster! The monster is at Marina Mandarin's Peach Blossoms restaurant. She was blessed to be able to meet her ex colleagues from Citibank. Monster tried taking pictures with Louie's pro camera and it turned out blurry...
She DID not turn on the stabiliser and focus of Louie's super pro canon 50D

Kelvin rectified the problem..Mark's favourite dish.. He said the roasted meat were fabulously tender.Shan's and my favourite dish. Fried toufu with oats. Heavenly...
Shan looks so pretty here!

What I really liked about the desserts is that they come in tiny tequila glasses.. The mango sago and gui ling gao got our thumbs up!

Arranged a mini surprise for Mark. Happy birthday dude!
Picture of the day. Shan.. the girl who became like a sister to me.

And the most unglamorous shots, courtesy of Kelvin. Monster digging into her favourite steamed salted egg yoke cutard pao..

Just look at that greedy smile! eeyeeerr..

I had a great time catching up with Kel, Mark, Shi xiong and Shan. It made me realise how much I miss teamwork. I love my new job. It's exciting meeting credit managers, CFOs and big bosses but I've got to be very independent. I miss my toilet and snacking sessions with Shan and the crazy long lunches with the kampung gang..

I'm blessed to have these people in my life.

I miss you girl!

Sunset Grill and Pub's spicy wings challenge!

2009-06-21T21:06:00.006+08:00

A horrified expression from Flo? In front of harmless looking chicken wings?

-evil laughter form grace- MUAHAHHHAHAH!

Welcome earthlings! Welcome to the fiery chicken wing challenge at sunset grill. The place I was raving about a week ago? It's truly located at a hidden corner of Singapore. It wasn't easy to locate Sunset grill even with a map!Nevertheless, armed with directions from hungrygowhere, we found our way. I had 3 cute guys with me for the challenge!Who do you think can take the spicest wings? If you thought it was either JR or me.. well sorry to disappoint you!If you supported angryangmo then you're very wrong! wahahahah!The winner was truly the boy who eats chili padi for lunch. ANDD he's my boyfriend!!

Hahaha.. while waiting for our food. Flo was so angry, he wanted to eat his arms.

Things to order. The thick gooey cheese fries! Crisp and drenched with cheese.

The patty from the mini burgers were tender, moist and juicy. Out of 10 levels, we had level 3 and I cried from it. So spicy!!

sweat sweat SWEAT!!My faourite picture of the day. Crazy Flo!! hahahah

I love you dear friend! Come back from Germany soon please. I'm waiting for my German chocolates!Level 5 anyone?

Dear friends and family. The food at Sunset Grill is really fantastic. I heard that if you finish up the level 10 wings, you don't pay for the wings! If you're looking for a place away from the busyness, a place that you can laugh and eat with your friends, a place that challenges your tastebuds, go to sunset grill!

and...

look like...

Fantastic Print

2009-06-18T14:40:00.003+08:00

This made me laugh out loud. Fantastic! I have always loved advertising for the creativity behind it. My close friends know that whenever I'm at a train station, bus stop, browsing through a magazine, in a shopping centre or just talking, I lose my train of thoughts when it comes to an advertisement. Louie knows I get distracted by a good print ad.

I find this extremely witty.

Happy Father's Day!

:)

Pink invasion

2009-06-17T08:34:00.005+08:00

My friends have no sympathy.

Angryangmo laughed at my plight.

Lynn said it's retribution from my previous life.

Shiming, who was kinder, said maybe I could wallpaper my room.

My little sister was waiting anxiously for me to get home from dinner because:

(Re-enactment)

Jo: Grace grace, come see your room! I can't wait to see your expression!

Grace: Oh man, I can't believe this. What colour is your room

Jo: Mine is also pink, rose pink. Nicer than yours!

Grace: WHAT! I thought mine was rose pink

Jo: No la, yours is worst. Baby pink!

Grace walks into her room

Grace: NOOOOO!!!!!!

Mum and Dad rushes out.

Mum and Dad: What happened??!?!

Grace: My room is baby pink!

Mum: Nice what I like!

Grace: I hate pink!

Dad: Remember to pack your stuff ah

Mum: I can paint it violet lah

Grace is dumbfounded but she still loves her parents, thus she has decided to TRY and live happily in her new home which is an eclectic mix of cobalt blue, baby blue, rose pink, baby pink, magnolia yellow and jungle green.

End Of the World

2009-06-16T16:27:00.002+08:00

It's the End of the World for me.

My parents are in a revamping phase.

While I'm at work, they painted my room PINK! ROSE PINK LIKE THIS.

I hate pink but I love my parents!

Guess what? My little sister, Jo, cheekily texted me a minute ago to break the news.

"Mum and dad painted your room pink!"

"What! I hate pink!"

"I know. That's why I found it very funny and texted you"

I cry!

Lessons learnt in life

2009-06-15T12:01:00.003+08:00

Cillia sent me something really beautiful and I think it's very meaningful, especially when I'm feeling so empty. Thanks Cillia, for being gorgeous, down to earth and encouraging

Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio :
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written.

My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:"

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ''In five years,will this matter?".
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29.What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

Beautiful lessons learnt.

Thank you for the good and the bad

2009-06-15T08:56:00.002+08:00

I've got nothing to boast of, nothing to be proud of.

Thank you for your kind words. I choose to see the good behind the harshness.

You'll be in my prayers.

Your Grace is Sufficient for Me

2009-06-11T09:32:00.003+08:00

Just this Monday, I found out that I was going to lose someone important in my life. Needless to say, I felt empty though I knew nature would take its course.

He made a difference in my life. I wrote a bunch of notes but it'll be buried.

I came to work on Tuesday with a heavy heart but my prayers were answered.

The numbness and pain is slowly dissolving, with abundance of blessings at work.

I enjoy meeting clients, with CFOs and credit managers that buy me coffee and send me emails with hello kitties.

I thank God for sending good people like these who give me extra perseverance at work. Big deals are coming in. I'm truly blessed.

Lord,

Thank you for blessing me at Church last Sunday. Thank you for Louie who gave me a hug when I broke down and cried because of stress, a very swollen and infected foot, and even contemplated on not coming to Church. I'm glad you gave me a partner that encouraged me because I was bless.

Your Grace is sufficient for me.
Your Strength is made perfect when I am weak
All that I cling to, I lay at your feet
Your Grace is sufficient for me.

Asia and The West - The image we leave behind

2009-06-10T12:58:00.003+08:00

*giggle* Trust my reknown friend to come up with a fantastic picture.

Recently, I guest blogged on angryangmo.com to express certain views in defense of an expat's criticism of Singaporeans. The entry, edited by Flo, managed to gather some opinions and quite a number of hits. I find it extremely interesting to hear all sorts of opinions and views.

Diversity.

Still, I am proud of being a Singaporean, kiasu, sloppy, unadventurous at times. At the same time, I embrace having friends like Flo, because he's similar yet different. I'm really enjoying his blog posts. I hope you do too!

The link to the post is:

http://www.angryangmo.com/2009/06/08/asia-west-differences/

Leave an opinion or an instance you've encountered under his post if you've had pleasant or disturbing experiences with Asians or Westerners!

I love you all!

xoxo,

Zip-a-dee-doo-dah, zip-a-dee-ay! .

2009-06-09T11:50:00.002+08:00

Zip a dee doo dah, zip a dee ay, my on my what a wonderful day!

I'm looking forward to the fiery wings challenge at Sunset grill this Friday! I heard Sunset Grill has that rustic, no fuss charm that entices and indulges. I wonder how far I can go! Maybe 3 or 4 and Flo 1? -grin-

Shall update with more pictures after Friday!

Sunset, wings and the best company in the WORLD!

zip a dee doo dah, zip a dee yay!

How angry ang moh's blog turned into the World's Best Blog

2009-06-08T08:32:00.002+08:00

Approximately 2 years ago, I got to know this handsome ang moh called Flo through his beautiful girlfriend, Viv. It's funny how special people enter your life when you least expect it. I wasn't exactly the most approachable person back in NUS, taking refuge in company that I was familiar with. I was shy lah ;)

And then Flo started a blog. Very angry indeed! Louie and I were often confused with his German spelling and atrocious grammar.

Just last week, his blog, with much effort, has officially won the World's Best Blog that the marketing folks have been dying to invest in.

I realised that because Flo's blog is generating so much traffic for his post on the top 5 disastrous fashion in Singapore, NUFFANG made their bloggers comment on whether Singaporeans dress badly. Good job, Flo.

AND so.. I have to introduce a new word that I learnt from the man on Saturday.

He insists that is a word called "Anticyclus" that was too "cheem" for google.

*Anticyclus* - to defeat the purpose.
For eg. If you want to lose weight and you eat 10 burgers, that's anticyclus!

Haha, Flo, no wonder you get such recognition.

Dance Subaru

2009-06-08T08:27:00.002+08:00

Despite a very painful swollen leg that required an injection, I watched an excellent movie over the weekend. Dance Subaru, about a talented little girl who overcame pain, grief and fear in order to pursue ballet.

The actress was beautiful, the dancing flawless, the technique impressive. The fervour and passion of dance. It made me miss dancing so much.

I'll resume classes next week :)

The movie is only available at Cineleisure. If you love dancing, love the passion behind it. It is a movie to watch!

Flo, Louie, thank you for watching it with me :)

Meaningful Conversation

2009-06-05T13:31:00.003+08:00

Last night, on the way home from the PCD's concert, I asked Louie if I was irritating. He was a little taken aback from the question because he said that was a strong word. I explained saying that sometimes girls can be annoying, emotional, sensitive and we ask a lot from a guy. We need him to change but we don't realise that we need to change.

I came from a humble family, where I learnt everything is about compromise. A relationship is based on love and most importantly respect for each other. Somewhere along the lines in NUS, in Eusoff Hall, I think I came to believe that I deserved a perfect guy. I am ashamed to say that I think I thought too highly of myself because I had undeserved attention. I was placed on the pedestal, supported by popularity, consumed by busyness and forgot my roots.

Along the way, I got jaded.

Along the way, I saw my friends fail in their relationship.

However, I am still happily in love and being loved by an almost perfect guy. Almost because I am not perfect. I want to, and will continue to try to be that person that he needs, understanding towards his work commitments.

I remember that now. Louie says at times we see people's relationships but not ours. Somewhere, I realised many couples seek a break up as a solution to their problems, forgetting that there is no perfect someone for us. Our parents quarrel. There are little girls in this world who grew up being abused by their fathers, wishing that they were born in a different family, only to grow up and find out that people do change. Eventually, love changed anger and all that sadness that comes with it.

Louie says he will always try to make me see his point of view because he doesn't think I'm annoying.

I believe I am truly blessed and I've found the right someone.

Of course I will still love you

2009-06-04T08:37:00.003+08:00

Dear girl,

I'll be swamped with meetings today but I do hope that this will come as an assurance to you. Whatever you do, you know you have my support.

There are no condemnations, only love and support.

And to answer your question, of course I do.

-hugs-

You're the best thing from Citi!

An excellent post from angryangmo - winner of Asia's best blog

2009-06-03T10:03:00.003+08:00

Angry ang mo just updated! His post is fabulous on the Top 5 Singapore fashion disasters. I couldn't help but giggle because it's really true!

Just a brief few points from his blog:

That Cap Sits 3 Floors To High
I think that's Louie's pet peeve.

Singlets - Everywhere
Guilty as charged! I wear it for dance practice, for the gym, in Eusoff Hall..:(

Crocs - One Word - Hell
Or maybe this..

Pastel Colors - Yeah, For My Granny!
Haha! I hate pink!

Little Miss What? - That Must Have Been Before My Time
My sister likes this..:( so does my girlfriend..

Here's the link to his blog:
http://www.angryangmo.com

Disclaimer: It's not a blog for the faint hearted Singaporean who cannot accept being poked fun at :)

Doll domination and Love

2009-06-03T09:39:00.002+08:00

Tan Louis Stevenson is the best in the world! He bought tickets to the PCD's concert for me!! -squeals-

Yay!! I'm going to see Margie and Clover at the concert too!! Doll domination!!

P.S. Another reason for how much he loves me. Louie loves me because he lets me eat his food. He doesn't mind me getting fat because he thinks I'm pretty! :)

Happy "Three" Friends

2009-06-02T20:15:00.002+08:00

Pris and Shiming, a tiny cake and an impressive amount of candles. -chuckles- Happy Birthday my dear friend!! We've come a long way since our NUS days. From Science camps, to orientation, to lecture, to birthdays..

-HUGS-

May God bless you in all aspects of your life! I love my "Three" Friends, and especially for what we went through together.

Thank you for being you Shiming!

:)

Friday with N

2009-05-28T16:51:00.002+08:00

I called N today! I'm really happy I did though I thought I sounded awkward.

Hi N, it's Grace here.
Is it a convenient time to talk?
..
Would you be available next Friday?
I'm thinking of catching up.
..

I texted him saying I'm sorry it sounded awkward. He was nice enough to say it was charming enough.

-phew-

Looking forward to next Friday!

Shiming turns 26!

2009-05-28T09:05:00.003+08:00

Hello Shiming!

I know you read my blog now that you think I'm got blog diarrhoea. HENCE! I'm going to wish you a happy advance birthday! You're an awesome friend and I love you for being such a great person. Shiming, Priscilla and Grace make up the HAPPY 'THREE' FRIENDS!

I'm waiting for your pictures!

-hugs-

P.S. I think I have constipation from eating too much yesterday. :(

I hope you feel better now

2009-05-27T08:44:00.003+08:00

Hey girl,

You might be reading this in a bit and I just want to tell you that no matter what, you'll always have me wanting to be there for you. I'm sorry you feel lonely after I left, but rest assured over the last 10 months, you've become like a little sister to me.

Sometimes it just helps having someone to be there. The problem may not be solved but it's my privilege to be able to share it.

I love you very much. Have a great day at work ok?

-hugs-

P.S. I hope your eyes are not small today.

Asia and the West

2009-05-26T16:39:00.003+08:00

This is for the nicest and most genuine ang moh I know:

As a true blue Singaporean who demonstrates most aspects of an average income earning individual, I've noticed a few traits or rather, oxymorons in cultures.

Just about a month ago, I went to Sentosa for KM8's closing party. For those unfamiliar with Singapore, KM8 is a tranquil beach bar, where my boyfriend and I choose to hang out because it's cleaner and more ideal for a chillax time than the other bars in Sentosa.

I had a horrid experience. While waiting for a cab amongst the mob at the car park, my boyfriend and I were bullied by some Westerners who were desperate for taxis. While we waited patiently for a group of passengers to pay their cab fare, a drunk Westerner blatantly entered from the other door and demanded that the cab driver drive off. We were baffled! After that, this Western girl came up to our spot declaring that she won't let go of the next cab although we were the rightful next-in-line.

I remember reading articles of how Westerners ridicule the Singaporeans whose national pastime is queueing. In situations like this, I'm glad we have such a culture. I know for sure, I would be dignified in a foreign country in a situation like this.

My observation is that they seem to be an impatient lot. Fuelled with alcohol, they become very loud and they hit on the Asian girls in a none too respectful ways.

Pardon me but is it true that Westerners, men, women alike, all seem to feel more superior than Asians and hence become unbecoming and agressive?

In addition, a few expat friends I knew were caught in a fight, complete with weapons and stitches after. I found out that one of them possibly hit on a gangster's girl. The Asian culture is more reserved and we tend not be too loud. At times, we're criticised for supressing overselves.

Would a Westerner behave differently back in his home?

Does he feel superior in an Asian country?

I hope that angryangmoh's blog could put my observation in a different light.

wise cab uncle

2009-05-26T16:07:00.003+08:00

Today, I was in a cab as usual, on my long journey to meet a client. I've always been very receptive to conversing with cab uncles because they've seen and experienced so much. The cab uncle was indignant for his sister after receiving a call because his sister's daughter-in-law bullies her. Aunty had a very capable and filial sun, however, upon marrying a woman from China, she feels trapped into doing housework. Her daughter in law doesn't do dishes, doesn't want to work and refuses to have children. She cried a few times because she loves her son very much, yet she has to put up with her selfish and spoilt daughter.

Uncle then progressed into talking about his daughter, who is extremely capable. She's a prosecutor and he thinks she intimidates guys because she's too successful. Uncle was really nice. He said I was a pretty girl and he can tell I'm very genuine and nice. He told me in his years of driving and living, there are plenty of guys out there but not all are real.

Uncle said I should not date a guy that drinks, gambles or smokes. Most importantly, not one who puts his guy friends above your needs. There would always be temptation. You can tell from the way he prioritises spending quality time with you and drinking or gambling with friends.

I told him in my previous relationship, I was extremely hurt. My self esteem and my view towards living suffered. He was just exactly like what Uncle described. He would smoke because his friends asked him to emo together. I know I don't need a guy like that.

I'm thankful that I have a good guy who quit smoking, who thinks I'm pretty and doesn't need to photoshop my pictures, who works very very hard. I've come to realise the best quality about him is that he's very humble. My friends that have worked with him in NUS adore him. I have not found someone that dislikes him. When I'm asleep, he would make sure I'm tucked in his blanket even though I would roll myself in his and leave him none.

Sometimes, I get really upset when he is late or when he blows me off for work, but at the end of the day, I love him for being practical.

Jh, Uncle and even speaking to Weishan today helped me realise some things. I have a good guy who loves me. :)

Thank you God, for answering my prayers. I love you.

Pei Huan and I :)

2009-05-25T22:14:00.012+08:00

Last week, the thought of meeting my dearest friend Pei Huan, kept me going. I was bubbly like champagne, especially on Friday because I was going to meet her for her belated birthday dinner. I was blessed to be able to take her for a fabulous meal at Palais Renaissance.

Dear Pei Huan texted me a few nights before saying she was incredibly excited to be able to relive our camera crazy picture frenzy NUS days. I laughed.

I was so excited about meeting her that I dressed up and even had nice mascara on. I was early at the train station. Have you ever met someone and that you're so happy to meet him/her that you break into a smile and give the person the biggest bone crushing hug your frame can take? That was how I felt when I met her.

Here we are in the middle of ATAS al fresco dining. We made the poor waitress take quite a few shots.

Oh by the way, for those who don't know about it. I've curled my hair permanently and it's very coloured. I've had people mistake me for a Korean/Japanese alot ever since the dramatic change in hairstyle. I was initially very upset because I wasn't used to it but I think it's good to have a change ya?

I think I've brought most of my close friends here. Flo, Viv, C, Margie, Freda, Xilin, Siding, Shiming, Pris, Bran, Louie and now my dear princess.

For starters, a choice from the drinks menu.The kinds waitress recommended the watermelon smoothie and Pei Huan complimented her. She loved it!

A big smile emanating from deep inside.

My belated birthday gift from Pei Huan. She painstakingly made a beautiful tiny book for me.

Reading its content.Our appetizerFresh Canadian oyster with salmon roe.
Our mains. Crab tart drenched with crab bisque.

My Favourite!! Carbo overload!

Pasta of the day.

We didn't look this glam while eating..

After the sumputous meal, we had desserts! My favourite chocolate crunch doorstop cake( I finally got the name right after being there 6 times)

It's so very nice!!
Pei Huan says I have the an au natural greedy look. I think her isn't too bad!
More blissful than greedy I suppose.

A last picture before we leave.

That's not it! Hehehe. Up to no good..

Posing at the washroom! -giggles-
Dearest Pei Huan insists that I am Grace Van der Woodsen because she thinks I'm a fashionista. I beg to differ because Serena Van der Woodsen is the IT girl. I think Pei Huan just brings out the best in me.

She's so beautiful inside and so real. I have no reservations around her. I am truly blessed to have her in my life, to have her as a friend and sister.

I love you girl.

Eunique

2009-05-25T16:21:00.002+08:00

I have a few male friends who would die to be my chauffeur for a performance. They would willingly spent $20 to come for my dance performances. I would like to think that it is solely the product of my charms. However, more to that, it's because of the girls that I dance with.

I'm extremely proud of these girls in the picture.

From left: Margie, Xilin, Freda and Siding.

Margie: She's petite and very very kawaii! She's also very much the queen bee of the group (in a very nice way of course). Lin might argue saying that's because she's the oldest or ahem, well endowed. Boys like girls who can easily be the centre of attention? She's the one.

Xilin: Perfect huge eyes framed by a doll like face. She's very blur and is mostly the receiver of our teasing because she is addicted to the mirror. The toilet, the lifts, she insists that the glass reflection of our seats at work are mirrors. Put her in a room all dolled up and you're going to hear people whispering about her because she looks like Join Tsai, a prettier version of her of course.

Freda: Easily the one with the X factor. Her huge dreamy eyes capture the hearts of the boys. Da is almost child like, innocent and very trusting. The hall boys go crazy when she dances. She sizzles and looks really hot!! Da is not just the grooviest amongst us but she sings super duper well. I heard her singing and I can understand why guys go gaga over her.

Siding: The most mature of the lot. She has beautiful eyes! Not dreamy ones like Da, but very cat like. Ding's extremely versatile, well versed in sports and dance. Back in hall, she's easily popular, striking easy camaraderie with people because she's both an awesome dancer and sportswoman. Ding has abs that would put guys to shame!

I'm extremely blessed to be able to dance with them. Just today, I was discussing about weddings and they volunteered to be bridesmaids and sing for my wedding! I'm not getting married though! It's just the thought that warms my heart. Awesome friends I have. Awesome girls who are sexy beautiful and highly sought after, yet down to earth and are truly good friends.

I'm blessed. I truly am.

Gift of Friendship

2009-05-25T11:09:00.002+08:00

My friends know how much of a technophobe I am. I started using MSN only in University because a friend volunteered setting it up for me. I had a headstart on facebook because my exchange friends told me to try it and I only started blogging when the fad was almost over. I'm glad I did because it brought me a very special friend.

I felt horrible this weekend and I thought of the special friend. I knew he would listen and give me advice without being biased nor judgemental, and even if I was wrong, he would tell me that I was.

Thank you for being here.

:)

dancing and friendships.

2009-05-25T08:42:00.002+08:00

Da, Claud and an extra Aron on our way out from UCC.

I miss dancing with the girls but I'm also glad that our friendship has grown over the years. We're going on a diving trip this Friday at Dayang!

As Dingding would go... Sharkiesss here I come!!

Rawa

2009-05-23T22:52:00.004+08:00

Hello World. My camera's damaged so I haven't been able to blog much, and especially update with what I've done and been to with pictures to tell a story.

I went to Raw last month. It was so beautiful and relatively uncommercialised compared to Redang and Tioman. Went with the Martina gang, feasted on seafood, hung out by the beach and got sunburnt (hence my SPG tan).

I went with a group of 30. We departed from Newton, courtesy of Mary's oganising.

Our comfy bus.

Seen here, Liz and Francois, Laurent, Viv and Flo, Joelle and a hung over Pierre!
While waiting at Mersing ferry terminal.
You haven't been to Malaysia if you've never tried their signature Ramly burger. It's made of pure goodness. Chicken patty fried, topped with fat laden mayo, chili sauce and tomato ketchup.

While waiting, we played UNO! Lolo won!

Check out my cards. I'm the one with the hair tie and I'm left with 2 cards. -snicker-
Things you have to do in Rawa. Jetty diving!!

Here's Flo. My favourite angry ang mo

And Louie..

And my dearest Viv, who never ceases to amaze me with her antics.

And of course Liz, who is also from Eusoff.
Where's mine? I wasn't able to dive. I spent half my day resting in my room because I was terribly ill with a cold.

What else do you do in Rawa? You just chill in your hammock.

Viv's favourite hobby.

I joined in for dinner. I was glad I did because it was beautiful and the bbq seafood dinner was gastronomical.

After dinner activity. With the girls :)

Untouched Haven

2009-05-23T22:26:00.007+08:00

Rawa is still very much an untouched Paradise. It is a secluded coral island just 30 minutes speedboat ride off Mersing, Johor. The pristine sandy beaches fringed by palm trees make Rawa an ideal weekend getaway.

Rawa does not deal with travel agents, therefore making it a gem of an island as it isn't bustling with commercial activities.

Things you do can do in Rawa include being a sand slug, kayak, jetty dive and hike up the trail behind Rawa Safaris Resort.

Tada!! The peak overlooks the beach. (warning: the hike up is reallyyy steep)

Haha. My favourite picture. Reliving their schoolboy days.

And my favourite! With my dearest friend, Viv.

After a little too much sun, there's nothing like Jenga under the hut.

Francois's almost there..

WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!!! Priceless expressions from Flo and Franco!!

Back to rest because I was really ill.

Flo remarked saying that it's an FHM shoot in Rawa. :)

Aiyah! And I have to tell you this was where I got my ass really burnt.

Still smiling..

Talked and basked in the sun and got my butt so burnt, it peeled!!

Things boys do in Rawa.

Flo is extremely proud of his picture because it depicts his toned leaned muscles.

Pierre..

Dear friends and family, you have have HAVE to visit Rawa before it becomes commercialised. Reservations can be made via Rawa's website!

Have a blessed Sunday!!!!

Bi Rain

2009-05-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

This toddler, complete with slitty eyes and a cheeky grin is RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!And he became a heart throb. Complete with the best isolation I've seen in an a Korean singer. (isolation is a term used in dance)

Tux or not. He looks awesome!

A torso men will kill for.

Rain and Single eyelids

2009-05-22T10:03:00.004+08:00

I was surfing for a droolworthy picture of rain and drifted off to read his biography.

Rain was once rejected by a talent company because he had single eyelids despite his insane ability to sing and dance.

I'm indignant about it! Hmph!

Single eyelids people unite!!

Boys Over Flowers

2009-05-22T08:52:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday, I chanced upon boys over flowers on TV. It's very much like Taiwanese Meteor Garden. I found the lead actor, alot like Dao Ming Si. Very nice..

My best friend, Alethea, my sisters and I spent our stayovers watching Meteor Garden, eating nuggets with chili sauce during the school vacation. Hence, I'm amazed at how I'm still overly excited about the drama!

I bought the DVDS!!

Hahaha!

Rain, I still love you more than all the Korean actors. I still love you and fullhouse more!

Funny observations

2009-05-20T12:03:00.002+08:00

Every morning, when I wake up, I spend 20 mins showering and getting ready for work. I don't need breakfast, just a cup of water will suffice. In my hurry, I probably don't notice things people around me do.

At the new office, with new gorgeous colleagues who are ex airstewardesses, I'm often asked leading questions to a healthy conversation. I appreciate that, the effort in trying to make me feel like I belong.

The questions were perculiar to me though.

Do I do a lot of outdoor activities? Do I gym frequently? Do I have an ang moh boyfriend?

R, being a sweet girl, asked innocently if I only dated ang mohs because:

I look like a nice SPG.

.. .. .. R

laughed, I laughed..

By the way, it's supposed to be a compliment.

Friday!!

2009-05-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

I'm meeting Peihuan on Friday!!!!!!

I miss you very much dear!!

I can so imagine the boys, especially you Florian angry ang moh, mimicking my girl talk!

"OOhh I like that dress!"

:)

I'm young and cool

2009-05-08T14:53:00.002+08:00

I met Uncle Robin over an lunch appointment. He's a lawyer. Very sharp, detailed, analytical and very very charming. He had 2 girls attached to his law firm. The girls were on an interesting programme which allows them to have exposure to various occupation for a week. The 2 secondary school girls were attached to Uncle Robin's law firm. When I met him for lunch, he introduced me to the two 15 years old girls, Priscilla Lim and Priscilla Tay. He wanted them to talk to me about my work so that they can understand what I do.
They made me laugh and I think I made an impression because I received a reply from Uncle Robin via my mail.

"Hi Grace,

Thanks for the additional info.

The Priscillas are having their last day today. In the debrief they mentioned that it was interesting meeting up with the clients and mentioned the enjoyable lunch they had with Grace Tye. I asked them why it was enjoyble and Pris Lim said she was young and cool.... unlike..... Thanks for chatting with them.

Enjoy your weekend and greeting to parents and family."

It made me laugh out loud.

Les Chattes

2008-12-14T00:30:00.005+08:00

Meooowwwwww!

Hello World! I apologise for the lack of diligence in blogging! I've been so busy juggling work, dancing and the dance competition I was in. To all my beloved friends who voted for me, thank you! I hope the phone bills aren't too high. -winces-

Introducing Les Chattes! To the French speaking compatriots, I know it means pussy! It wasn't supposed to be!! -grrr- My dance partner Renae, asked a mutual friend of ours, Francois on what cats are called in French. He jokingly said Les Chattes, jolly well knowing that it meant pussy instead of cats. Renae thought he was serious and Viola! LES CHATTES.. that was how we got our team name :)

Renae and I were determined to win the competition and put in all we've got. Practices after work, putting our costumes together... hours and hours spent honing the steps and changing choreography after receiving constructive comments from those who have seen it.. it gave it all we've got and though we came in 2nd, I've got not an ounce of regret.

On the big day, the 2 guys who have been with Renae and me all the way - Our handsome friend Flo, the angry ang mo of Singapore.

And the guy who has held my hand every step of the way, encouraging me when I'm most tired, spending hours to help edit my music, and my driver and waterboy.. - Louis.

Tada!!! Les Chattes !!!

At Shangri La hotel..

Receiving our prizes.. At that moment, I was struggling to smile cause I knew the first prize was between us the 4th team.. we had a shot.. it was a close fight. Then again $1000 for 2nd ain't that bad and I won much more. I had my boyfriend cheering me on, my wonderful German friend, Flo who came despite being sick.. and Renae and I got even closer in through the practices that stretched for 3 months since our first audition.

Guess who I met? Maverick!!!!! He's one of my favourite gentle giant Pei Huan and I met at class in NUS. He told me he votes 100 times for our team until his mobile gave up on him..-chuckles- Thank you Mav!Went for a birthday party after the competition. I looked tired...it was 1 am! Ever since I've started work, I hardly last beyond midnight.. -cheesy grin- BUT I totally recovered after the house party cause Louie brought Renae and I to my favourite Bak Ku Teh!!! I realised I was really really hungry... You tend to forget your hunger when you're dancing and you ignore the pleas of your tummy when you're tired. For the record, I can eat 2 bowls of rice whenever I'm at the place. I can't remember the name of the shop but it's pretty near Zouk..so I call it Zouk Ba kut teh.. SATISFACTION.mmmm....

Yay! I've successfully blogged. Will try to upload the video soon! Have to bug Louis for it. OOh and I should really let Flo guess blog..so fun!!!

Sorry boys, but I'm going to get all mushy again. Warning.. leave the page because it's going to get really really REALLY mushy..

Dearie,

Thank you for being here for me. Despite everything that has happened, you've never been anything other than supportive.

And I've come to realise that despite my imperfections, you're perfect for me because you see beyond all that.

I love you very very much.

Hello World!

2008-11-01T22:44:00.007+08:00

Hello World! I've MIA-ed for almost a month again! Trying my best to update cause crazywonderfulfun stuff has been going on ;)

Did a dance event for Bizad's DnD with the Eunique girls and then it was Dance Blast's concert. Endless practice and muscle ache but it was worth it because of the girls and the new friends I've made... learning new routines and picking up new styles of dance. Cheers to the fabulous choreos!!!!! This wasn't meant to be a random shot! We were trying to look like we were hanging in the closet..

Winnie and Yisi!! 2 blast seniors I've come to really respect!

Oh and I've been working for around 4 months now! It feels different after graduating. No more tiny sundresses and flip flops or missing classes or dancing till wee hours of the night (actually I think I still dance till pretty late at times). I feel more inclined towards being accountable for my own decisions and performance at work. I think of my parents, my loved ones and how I want to give them the best I can offer. It's not about living for yourself and I love it. I find joy in being able to forgo a beloved dress or an expensive meal in order to save up for the special people in my life.

I also recently celebrated 2 birthdays on the same day. First up, Randy's b'day!! Happy 29th Randy!!! I love my team and my bosses. wheeeeThe girls and I have all officially started working. The regular dancing and emails exchanged during free time at work brought us even closer.

Ding Ding's mini surprise during her b'day!

Ding ding smiling happily at her Canele cake.

Went to Batam recently too! I love my new bikini. -grin- Have to show off the nice shade of turquoise.

Tada! Not a glamourous shot butbut butBUT!! I think I have a tiny wee bit of abs!!! All the gymming and crazy dance practices.. yay! Lost the flab from Europe!

Wonderwoman gone terribly wrong.

Olympus's new underwater camera. I did a really cool modelling event for them last year when they launched their new underwater cam series. I remember all the food that I got to stuff my face in after the event. Made some new friends who were at the event too! :)

That's all for now! Will try to update again next weekend..this time on daddy's bday, in depth entry on past dance performances, upcoming birthdays and the new friend's I've made!

Xoxo,

Grace still loves Gossip Girl!

P.S. to my friends: I'm sorry I've been crazy busy. Don't forget me!! Ask me out please! my number is still 936***17! I Miss you!!

Vienna day 2 and 3

2008-09-08T22:55:00.004+08:00

Nat!!!!!!!!
I saw your comment!!! Here's what happened in Vienna!! Will be putting up pictures of Germany soon!! I miss you!!!

In Vienna, Anna generous housed Herbie, Viv, Dan and I at her place. We woke up to breakfast in her garden in the morning. What a way to start the day. -chuckles- Viv lights up whenever there's FOOD! Anna has two dogs and a fattyyyyy cat Mizi!!!
Outside Anna's house. An endless field.. the sort you see in the movies? Anna then drove us to the theme park which has been around for 200 years!!!!!! I witnessed the black and white pictures of the first ferris wheel.
What were we looking at? A bird..a plane.. ? -grin-

It's... it's... it's... a giant pig!!

Giant Pig turned out to contain an ATM machine. Viv got so excited. She ran all the way for a picture with the giant pig. It oinked!!!
Spotted goofing around. The Fantastic Four
The orgasmic Viennese Chocolate drink with ice cream and and and!!! the chocolate cakeeeeeee. Envious? hehe

Soccer mania.

Look who got a kiss?
Visited the Viennese town. It was crazy because we walked so much and needed rest. Viv and I sat down to talk and two European guys asked if we could pose in a picture for them. We had to get used to it. Everywhere we went, Viv, Nat and I were approached because we were dark haired asians amongst the sea of Europeans. -grin- That made us more appealing than the monuments and places of interest huh? We should have charged 2 euros per picture or conversation and perhaps buy ourselves more gelatos.
Anna arranged a BBQ session. Since she stayed in a small town, EVERYONE in her village came. The young, the old... it was so heartwarming. The piping hot BBQed meat tasted heavenly especially since it was cold at night.
We had breakfast the next day. Breathtaking view overlooking Vienna.

Then it was to an event in Anna's church. Everyone came to help at the fundraising.
Live band. Anna's best friend was playing!
And my favourite picture of the day.... dear viv..
Anna, thank you for having us at your place. Thank you for taking the weekend to do so despite having work to do. Viv, Herbie, Dan and I had a great time and we couldn't have enjoyed ourselves more Vienna in any other way. Thank you for the friendship. -hugs-

Vienna day 1

2008-09-04T20:47:00.004+08:00

At the train station, ready to depart! Anna, Viv and Herbie..here I come! Not too much of a back-packer in a dress huh? But it was so hot! (P.S. and I like my tiny dress!)
Met two gorgeous Viennese girls.
Little Anna sat on my lap and we communicated despite speaking entirely different languages. I call it innate girlish bonding. Isn't she pretty? Beautiful almond shaped blue eyes, blong hair and flawless skin..and that smile.!! awww..
Viv flew over from Munich and we spent a great weekend together. Anna brought us to see the castle before heading over to the fanzone. The grin on my face reflected how jubilant I was to spend time with the two girls I miss tremendously.
My lovely girls.
Vienna's castle!

Anna and Viv gave their arms a good workout.

And in the evening, Anna took us to the fanzone. Other than going crazy during the World Cup, I confess that I don't know how to appreciate soccer. I was TRANSFORMED in Europe. It was the atmosphere, the people, the kick ass huge screen TVs, the cheering. I became an ardent cheering fan!
I spotted the cutest fan! -grin-

And decided to support Croatia.

Vienna day 2..coming up!!

Venice

2008-09-04T20:12:00.003+08:00

1.5 days in Venice. Breakfast early in the morning..And here I go!! :)

I decided that I need a Fat cat!!!!!

teasers :)

2008-09-02T23:46:00.004+08:00

I miss blogging!
I miss sharing my little adventures with the world.
I miss those little comments knowing that my friends are updated with what I'm doing.
So here are teasers for more to come!

I hope everyone's good!! :)

A new chapter

2008-06-30T17:21:00.002+08:00

HIIIIII!!!! I'm back! I'll be updating soon!! Bit by bit..starting tonight perhaps cause I'm officially working tomorrow..

Europe has changed me somehow. I've seen something, felt more.. almost lost. I believe in Love and I want to stay in Love...

Meet ups with everyone! I've got so much to tell. Sob stories..amusing ones.. thrilling too..

For now, I'm going to retire to bed.

:)

I'm back..

2008-06-06T02:06:00.002+08:00

Do you think I'm a happy person?

I think you can be happier....

You're more fortunate than you realise....

Don't worry about me cause all I want is for you to be happy..

Words ringing in my head....

I'm working towards that happiness.

birthday celebrations!

2008-06-03T21:26:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday Shiming!!!!! I'm sorry we didn't get to do an outdoor picnic due to the weather!

While waiting for Priscilla and Brandon, Shiming and I couldn't resist the food. We were starving!
Here comes the darling couple. Congrats on your 1st class Hons babe!!!!!!
The birthday boy, someone who has always been here for me. It's amazing how 4 years went by. We've all graduated!
Group picture!
Shiming, I'm so blessed to have gotten to know you in NUS. I never could have guessed that we'll be such great friends. Thank you for being you.. for being that special friend. -hugs-

Next up - Timbre with Chris, Xu Zi and Nicole, reuniting with the Bandits! We competed in Impressario 2007 together and won!!! It felt wonderful to hang out with them again.. this time outside the dance studio :)

Apologies on the narcissism - I curled my hair that day and had a pretty new dress on. I hope it's a valid excuse!!!
Tada!!!!!!! The Bandits!
And Chrissy passed me my travelling companion! Tigger.. lovelove!
Timbre's such a great place to chill and relax..
Oh yes and Timbre is famous for its pizza! You get to mix and match pizza flavours!

triple mushroom and grilled chicken pizza. And the yummy duck with pekking duck sauce and german sausage pizza

Live music at Timbre - Acoustic with Surath, Rene and Ling that night. Got a surprise birthday cake for Xu Zi. It was a belated b'day celebration!
And then we go back to what dancers do best.. poseeeeeeee!
Kisses for the b'day boy!

And chrissy!

Act cute pose!

Happy 24th Xu Zi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We've got to do more after I'm back from Europe!!!!!!!!!!!

Dirty Dancing

2008-06-03T21:02:00.004+08:00

Hello World! I'm leaving for Europe in less than a week! eeeekkkssss..I'm so excited! Been busy with lots of stuff, especially meet ups with friends so I've not been diligent at blogging lately.

Be prepared for a few posts!!! Better late than never!! -grin-

Remember the dirty dancing thingy I was raving about? Well the party was held at a dance studio at Telok Ayer.. it isn't opened to public yet so it was exclusive to the Martina club! -grin- It'll probably be the next big thing because it's a GORGEOUS GORGEOUS place..the decor is creative and classy. Thanks for pulling the strings Lenny!

Flo and Renae went to the studio early to do up the studio.
The president of Martina Club.

My first outfit of the day! hehe..I love bareback dresses. It's in such a pretty blue..awwww.. we did a bit of Salsa..
Explored the vicinity of the studio.
-chuckles- Flo and Louie....
My favourite picture of the day. I love the lighting!
Back at the studio for hip hop ..change of clothes again!

Had fun learning simple choreo...
Now I suspect Flo might have been a little drunk..sexy girl? hmm..
I don't believe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-chuckles- vey nice I think this shot looks really good. I love how Flo, Renae and Joy look together...kinda artistic especially with the lighting huh?

And meeeeeeee!! Not glam at all but I did TRY!!

I'm leaving for Europe this Sunday..3 weeks and then I'll be working in July! I got a job..yay!! Something I wanted too!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to miss you all...

Will be back with crazy posts and tonnes of pictures.. I'm going to do a sex and the city Europe style! Coffee in gorgeous clothes I hope!!

XOXO,

My travelling companion :)

2008-05-29T02:05:00.003+08:00

Isn't it cute! It's my travelling companion.. a gift from a special friend! -beams-
XXXX says:
hahaha... you too charming lah.. cannot keep it from you... hee..
grace says:
yessssssss
grace says:
woots
grace says:
tell me!
XXXX says:
gimme a min.. I send you picture lah..
grace says:
ok

grace says:
i wonder what it is!
XXXX says:
I just sent it..
grace says:
ok
XXXX says:
saw it yet?
grace says:
ohmy goshh
grace says:
XXXXXXXX it's so cuteeeeee!
XXXX says:
hee....
grace says:
lovelove
XXXX says:
it kinda reminded me of you.. lol

grace says:
huhhhhhhhh
grace says:
i look like tigger!
XXXXsays:
no... personality wise..
XXXXsays:
always cheerful, happy... bouncing around.. lol
grace says:
-laughs- whywhywhy?
grace says:
aawww
XXXXsays:
like nothing can ever get you down...
grace says:
-wails-
grace says:
u're gng to make me cry!
XXXX says:
aiyo... -hugz-
XXXX says:
dun need to cry lah...
grace says:
but but but it's sos weet!
XXXX says:
its the least I could do..
XXXX says:
travelling alone isn't easy...

And you made my day! Thank you -hugs-

Alvin=family..

2008-05-28T02:04:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Kor!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad we caught up because I miss you!

Met up with Alvin and his girlfriend, Peishan a few hours earlier for the steamboat buffet at Suntec city. I had such a great time over yummylicious food and company. Alvin and I go all the way back in NUS..one of the crazy friends that made me laugh in lectures and I really mean LAUGH! Alvin is the sort of friend who would do anything for the person he treasures. I remember how he went all the way down to look for this person who I had relationship probs with and talked to him just to make sure things go well for me.

I never forget such friends and never will...I love you kor!
A belated steamboat dinner treat for the b'day boy..

Yellow yellow dirty fellow..:( But I love cheery colours!
My er sao - pei shan. It warms my heart to see the happy couple.
F.A.M.I.L.Y :)

Alvin can really eat.. all that pork fillets.. he ate enough for the 2 girls. Oh My goodness...
The steamboat buffet came with complementary dishes - Dian Xin like mantous with condensed milk..xiao long bao... water chestnut jelly..yummy!
Caught Alvin and his unglam moments. -cheeky grin-
For desserts, it was a choice of strawberry ice cream, red bean soup or mixed fruit..
After the heart warming time together.. catching up with Alvin left me all warm and fuzzy inside. I love this dear dear dear friend of mine... table tennis next week with him!!!!! -smiles happily-

Dear Lord,

Please keep my special friend of mine happy.

sizzle frizzle, flirt to dazzle! muahhh

2008-05-27T12:05:00.005+08:00

I'm a blessed girl!! Chris is the sweetst friend ever! He got me a travelling companion for my Europe trip!!!! -beams- I love you dear friend!!

And next up..

Dirty Danz Party!! Yayness!!!!!

I can't wait to dance in legitimate slutty wear!!!!!!!!!!!! Joy hun.. let's partttttyyyyyyy

Announcing a totally scandalous, scorching hot & non-stop dance nite this Friday, an exclusive dance theme party, a collaboration with 'theFaculty' studio( a friend's studio). Dirty dancing our way with non-stop music at the studio. ..wicked!! We're so going to create a nite of utmost passionate moments with those absolutely sizzling hot moves...irresistible bodies gyrating and screaming loud bold statements.There's gonna be hot dance instructors in our midst to steal moves from..hehe.Flirty attire to sizzle frizzle! I Likeeeeeeeeee.. MEOWWW..

Yay.. it's getting hot in here, so take off all your clothes!

P.S I suddenly thought of my New venture creation days where the boys bestowed me with the 3 times world champion lap dancing title..-giggle- I miss the 2c2p BOYS!

2008-05-22T00:48:00.003+08:00

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Oh my gosh..I've never done something more accurate. Lynn sent the link over and it hit the spot from love to work to my fears..you've got to try it!!!!!

the sweetest surprise!

2008-05-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

-beams-

I'm such a blessed girl!

I had the loveliest bestest surprise ever

Lindt Lindor filled the void of Reese buttercups.

awww... 20th May. A special day!

-hugss-

Antidote

2008-05-17T02:39:00.003+08:00

I had a weird dream today. Dreamt that I walked into Candy Empire and found my sinfulmeltinyourmouth Reese buttercups that were sold out for the longest time. It was an especially hard day today. I missed dance, missed tuition, missed gym, missed Illum's party.. I didn't feel like doing anything. One of those days where you shut the world out save a few smses. Perhaps it was the insane cold and the potent flu medication.

I'm determined to pick myself. What's wrong is now right.. just have to get that awful feeling of emptiness and heartwrench out. The weekend is here. Sat - BBQ at prof's. Seeing Andrew, Zhiquan and Shijun will make my day.. then it's Illum's 2nd party celebration at homeclub.

I have to make a visit to Candy Empire this weekend. It's my happy place, my haven.. I want that Reese buttercups..BADLY! And I don't want to be there alone. I think I know who I'd share the special moment with :)

Goodnight World. Have the bestest best weekend!

Superb Steamboat Session

2008-05-16T11:17:00.005+08:00

Met Chrissy yesterday evening for steamboat at Bugis! I think I'm still extremely full from yesterday -grin- I ate and ate and ATE! After steamboat, we did my favourite mango sago with ice cream from Liang Seah street. How on earth am I going to diet!?!? -wails-

Friends, if you love me, please invite me to non eating hangouts. Either that or we dine on grass. I'm hitting the gym today!!!!!

Just look at how yummy it is....

After dessert, we headed over to Marina to watch What happens in Vegas after hearing from my friends rave about the movie. It wasn't what I expected. The movie wasn't just the usual Cameron D dizzy comedy but it was incredibly sweet - on how 2 people can be so wrong for each other but yet so right when it came to bringing out the best in the other.

Wanted to take a picture with PANDA for the longest time but chickened out on the crazy expression cause there were too many people watching!

Tried again..looks the same..too shy la!
ooooo and I saw my prince charming..Rain...-drools- Lovelove!

Sometimes you enjoy a movie far more than expected because you identify with the character. Cameron D(Joy) feels she isn't good enough.. you know sometimes I feel that small too..

2008-05-16T03:44:00.003+08:00

Why is it always so hard to let go?

I don't know what I want..

But I know what I did was right

It's somehow painful...

I was offered the world

Only a fool would turn away

But it's only right..

To be contented with the simple things in life..

To see that smile on your face

In time to come..

When chicken rice was delivered in the middle of the night.

Post Exam Activities part 1

2008-05-16T02:15:00.009+08:00

Wed, 20th May, spent the day after my last paper with Joy. Felt I needed to let my hair down with good company and I'm glad it was with dear Joy. Popped by ChinaOne to visit the Martina Club but we got a little bored because we don't play pool or watch soccer. It was more of an expat's club. I got caressed because the guy said I had a nice dress on. Not very gentlemanly.. then it was another horrible attempt of a compliment that my perfume smelt like his holiday fling's.

Don't you just love Joy's dress!
Walked over to Butterfactory but it was full house that night so Joy and I ended up at Loof. The heart to heart talk helped. I bared my heart and let all that was bothering me break down in tears.

Next day after Loof. Met the 3 girls - Angel, Grace and Jasmine in their caps! Sporty girls.. I just had to join in the fun..
Thursday - supported SURATH and his band at M hotel. Surath won Sri Lankan Idol and was last year's stardust champion! His voice melts you...
Sorry, it is SURATH..

I drank a pathetic 1/8 of the Singapore sling. It wasn't bad....just...Strong...

Sat - Dinner with a fraction of the sportsclass peeps. 10 years of friendship and counting...can you believe that?

It was Siying's belated b'day celebration as well. Happy Belated babe!
Tuesday - Pei Huan's belated B'day celebration. Met up with C for coffee and dessert..

Shopped with Pei Huan! She picked out this fuchsia dress from topshop!
Pei Huan, all dressed up from her job interview before she met me.
I am so tanned! Not that I mind..Pei Huan is my fair princess for the day!
We went over to Au Petite Salut at Dempsey for some fancy french cuisine! It's such a gorgeously romantic place...

My camera couldn't do the place justice.
And our main courses.. I forgot to take pictures of our entrees...the best lobster bisque ever!

Headed over to Dempsey's Ben and Jerry's for dessert
The smile on Pei Huan's face...
We had Ice cream waffle, brownie and apple pie!

The satisfied trio..mmmm..

Happy Belated 22nd dear princess! I love you thissssssssssssssss much! :)

2008-05-15T00:47:00.011+08:00

Hello World! G is back! I've been so busy with post exam activities that I've neglected blogging for a bit. I'm determined to post something everyday before I fly off to Europe in June! Europe in June!!!!!!!! Yipee!!!!!!!!

I've finally closed a chapter in my life - 4 years in NUS. It feels so.... different. I feel grown up now.. I can't believe I'm 23 and about to embark into a whole new world. Career choices aplenty.. feels kind of surreal somehow..

Okay before I bore you to death with my yakings.. here's 2 long OVERDUE updates.

First up! Final presentation for TR3001 - New Product Development. It went superbly well! All credits go to Shijun, who is our group leader and project manager. Who says leaders can't be too nice?
Went crazy with our rocking chair prototype. Looks raw but it was more than sufficient to demonstrate our new generation rocking chair. It's designed to convert the rocking motion into kinetic energy used to massage our bodies.
Here's Andrew..

Freda being lifted up

Shijun, Zhiquan, Andrew and I decided on a mini dinner celebration at Holland V!
Not exactly a pretty shot but doesn't my dress/top look gorgeous! I love cheery colours and pretty dainty florals! Another dress from The Scarlette!
The team decided on the Zi Char stall, the one with fabulous Sambal Chili. The 4 of us each has a serving of chili to ourselves -grin-. And guess what? We ALL agreed that we can just eat the chili with rice.

Hot plate venison.

Hot plate toufu
Sambal Kangkong - my all time zi char favourite...
Crisp Prawn Paste Chicken..
Sambal stringray!
Tsk tsk.. look at the boys! Fork and Spoon ready in hand..Too ready to eat eh..
Shijun forced me to take the shot.
Tada! The 4 of us!

Freda had dinner with Xiaohui and rejoined us after dinner.
Shijun, the project manager bought us Cold Rock's ice cream!!
This is how they do it..I love watching the mashing of the ice cream..
All the different toppings..

And a pretty shelf! I want!!!!!!

I had such a great time.. I miss my project mates!! -wails-

Next up! Seafood Galore with my beloved Pei Huan after my last paper. I emerged from the exam venue, LT16, only to see this on the walls...

Isn't it so incredibly sweet!!!!!!!!!! Everyone from the LT would have seen it.. Thank you for the lovely surprise my dear!!!!!!!!
Here's my lovely friend..

A few shots at the Biz canteen..
And we headed down to Bugis for our favourite Mango Sago!
Behold our desserts:
That was only the beginning.. After that APPETISER, we cabbed down to the East Coast for some finger licking good time. Redhouse crabs!!!!!!

Waiting patiently for our LARGE CHILI CRAB AND PEPPER CRAB..oh and 6 large mantous!
If only I look this composed when I eat..

My dear girl gets excited when she browses through menus with SEAFOOD!!
You know we had such a blast! Between the both of us, we had 2 LARGE crabs and 6 mantous.. I sneaked a peek at the other tables and found it funny because it was the usual table of 5-6 with sharing one large crab while the 2 of us had 2 humungous crabs to ourselves..wahahahha. I was all too ready to gloat. The Pepper crab was fingerlickinggastronimicallyyummy!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really!

Pei Huan and I finished every last bit of the crabs and mantous and we were so full..

Similar expressions huh..
Looking all composed and satisfied after our meal.
Pei Huan and I decided to stroll on the beach. I CLEVERLY suggested walking barefooted..only to have our feet bitten by MEAN sandflies.. why you little....

Less than a minute into walking barefooted, Pei Huan and I ended up knocking the sand out of our footwear. SO unglam!
Ended up at Marine Cove and took a few fun pictures!

Just when you think these 2 girls had enough food for the day, we ended up with a large waffle with 3 scoops of ice cream at Gelare!

Pei Huan says: I'm full!!!!!!!!!
But we ended up finishing every last bit anyways..
I actually laughed out loud when I uploaded this classic shot of Pei Huan. Priceless expression.. -chuckles- I laughed really really loud, like a psycho to her computer.

Dear,

I had such a blast with you. From mango sago, to crabs, to waffles at gelare. You've been such a blessing in my life and I love you. -hugs-

You're one of the best thing that happened in NUS.. And I'm so blessed to have such a caring friend.

Disappointed

2008-04-28T06:50:00.003+08:00

I don't know if I should be happy, upset or angry.

I think I was secretly hoping that she would apologize so that I won't continue to hurt..

But what she just did hurt even more..

mmmm. Cai's right. I should stop trying to see the good in people because the more I try and hope, the more it hurts.

I wish things were different. I wish I don't get hurt so easily.

I thought we were friends?

I hate it when I feel so small...

2008-04-26T07:15:00.002+08:00

Jo, Shiming, JH, Joy, YY, Claud, Freda, Angel, Cai...to everyone that cares. I'm fine.

It hurts to be torn apart by your loved one but I'll survive.

Don't we always pick ourselves up after a fall?

Today someone chided me.. something I appreciate

Don't sugar coat your words. Don't say things that make people happy. It isn't about making others around you happy. You have to think for yourself.

You're right. I shouldn't worry about hurting others because at the end of the day, both parties, you and I won't end up happy.

No one has ever told me to just be me and not worry about making the world happy.

I'm only one person..sometimes I feel so small..

I don't need to feel like that...

Thank you for being the most honest person, for knowing me better than anyone else.

I promise to be me.

:)

2008-04-25T06:10:00.001+08:00

It's all so painful..

I want to leave all this behind.

2008-04-25T02:44:00.002+08:00

People don't like her for a reason.

I don't too.

I trusted her for you, against all my instincts.

You protect her but not me.

It began with hurt but now it's resentment.

I'm not going to take this down for you. Not like the last time.

Not when it has been all about you.

It's time for me. I deserve to be selfish. For once, you should know how it is to be hurt by someone you love.

I'm tired of doing it your way.

Choose what you like..

I'm sick of hearing people saying I'm nice. Just because I'm nice, I have to bear it all.

To put my hand in yours, for you to guide me.. only to fall..

Hurt, bruised and battered.

It isn't going to be about you anymore..

The wages of gluttony

2008-04-23T10:41:00.003+08:00

Through intensive experimentation, I gather that the wages of guttony is

CONSTIPATION

Especially if you're older and that your excretion system becomes inefficient.

I had a great b'day week and it was packed with the bestest best lunches and dinners. I think people like to feed me to much because my eyes light up when there is food and I transform into a happy person -- acute gluttonities syndrome

However! I think that the effects of becoming older by a year manifests in the efficiency of your large intestines. The muscles probably loosen over time.

-wails-

I think I will lose 4 kg once I finally clear my bowels.

For the last 5 days, I emptied fibre sachets in warm water for breakfast, hardly eat cause I feel so bloated, exercise for hours and I only consume my greens and fruits.

This is serious matter! If I don't excrete by Friday, I am going to the doctor to down laxatives and faint in the toilet from exhaustion!

On a positive note, I think I'll get a killer body and glowing skin once I do.

I should have a middle name..greedy.. Tye Greedy Grace..how apt!

In case I die from constipation, I just have to tell you all..every single one of you that I love you and that I would like to have humongous chocolate bars and all sorts of cheesecakes to accompany me in my grave.

Thank you all..I know you love me too!

XOXO,
constipated G

B'day dinner - My Terrific Thursday

2008-04-22T03:17:00.007+08:00

I stuffed my face again on Thursday and it was with two very very special friends - Pris and Shiming!

And dinner wasn't the fishes..
tho they were HUGE!

-beams- introducing one of the best friends I've made in NUS - Shiming!

Shiming wore the shirt I chose for him when we went shopping! Yummy right? -grin- oooo and I wore my green dress I bought from the Scarlette!!!
This is Pris - a lethal combination of beauty and brains. Pris is a first class hons student, her credentials are lined with awards.. she plays one heck of a badminton game(she was my fellow sportsclass classmate back in my Anglican High School days) and she is getting more beautiful each day!
Picture taken with Shiming's long hand.. -grin-

We were so hungry, I forgot to take the picture of Tony Roma's World Famous Onion Loaf proper.. Eat first, picture later..haha
Appetizer sampler
Their famous ribs. I say it is a MUST to have it
and their Bayou chicken salad.. mouthwateringgood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is how you should eat your ribs..with your fingers.. because it IS THAT good!

It really is that good!
In my equation, a perfect dinner = great food, wonderful company + dessert!
Haagen Daaz for me please!
Pris's husband, Bran joined us at the end. Pris, you're one blessed girl.. Bran loves you so much!!
TerrificThursdaywithPrisandShiming.

Warmandfuzzylikeandglowingwithfondmemories

Lifeofanundergraduatemadespecial

Becauseofyou

B'day lunch with Chrissy and Xu Zi

2008-04-19T23:27:00.007+08:00

Introducing my boys - Xu Zi and Chris, my fellow dancers who slogged hard with me for Impressario last year. The effort paid off cause we won the dance competition!! Catching up with the boys who graduated.
We had..... Uncle Sam's claypot rice!!!!!! It has been so long since I stuffed my face in the bestest best best claypot rice in sunny Singapore.
I find pleasure in food and so does Chris! No wonder we're friends!

Xu Zi's working at Ogilvy now and in the DHL team too! How coincidental huh! Went back for a short visit..

Isn't my dress pretty!!!!!! I got it from the Scarlette - blogshop of 3 hot HOT HOT girls - Ting, Mei and Amanda!

I met Sam! Traffic for Redworks at Ogilvy! Random thought - Grace hearts her dress!
With the security guard who still recognizes me! -chuckles- Very stern pose I must say... random thought again : I love my dress!
I had such a great time catching up with Chris that I couldn't bear to leave after lunch. We had dessert at TCC after sending Xu Zi back to work at Ogilvy :)

hahahha..my fav shot of the day..
I love the bad ass earring Chrissy!

Soozey, Chrissy, I have no idea what came into you boys.. such an INVERSE shot! ( inverse - a lingo understood by my loved ones only) ... but I still love you all the same!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you for making my Wednesday special!

Lovelove!

B'day dinner with the 2C2P boys

2008-04-19T17:11:00.004+08:00

My 23rd birthday, what an incredible week. For the whole of last week (I'm really not exaggerating), I met up with different groups of friends for MASSIVE pigging out sessions. I have been so well fed that I'm down with acute constipation! -wails-

Other than my memorable surprise b'day party on Saturday and dinner with my family on Sunday, I had home-made bread pudding + apple cider(cause I don't drink) + roses + strawberries on Monday.

I spent my Tuesday with my favourite boys - the 2C2P gang over a simple dinner at PGP. I have never felt more loved by my project group mates! My entrepreneurial marketing people got me New York cheesecake while the 2C2P boys organised dinner at PGP. They bought the nicest Black Forest B'day cake, custom made a pinky card and got me -gasp- kinky children's playset - a nurse edition!

My camera battery died that night so I'm still waiting for the hilarious pictures we took - kinky nurse patient pictures.

These are the few that I took at the start of the dinner.

With YY - YY and Kanghao organised the dinner and took pains to secretly buy the cake and gifts. Boys, from the bottom of my heart, thank you. The simplicity of dinner despite your busy schedules made me go all warm and fuzzy but your efforts to do so much more for someone you just got to know mean so much so much more.

Jianxing and Shijun..
I love my greens!
I don't think I'm biased. I really got the best deal in class. Awesome guys who work so well together.
Pizza!!!!!!!!!

Darren and Jianxing. Jianxing says Darren looks like a player because he wears funky glasses. -grin- Well Darren does get his fair share of attention from girls but he's far from being a player. He is in fact, one of the most charismatic, yet real guy I know. He feels strongly about things and is never one to hold back on what he believes in.

My slice of cake.. I was glowing by then. I was so touched by their gesture!
I'm going to miss Shijun terribly. He is SUCH A NICE GUY!!!!!!!
YY - the kind of guy a girl would want to be with, stable, sincere, down to earth.. oh but he indulges in World of Warcraft.. be warned!

The most fashionable guy in the group. Kanghao, I love our narcissistic picture taking sessions!

Haha. Jianxing, your reputation is ruined!

The boys insist on this picture - represents the 9 of us!
After dinner, we went over for Waffles at the new cafe in PGP. Boys and pool tables..

versus boys and food counter.. I think the latter's more attractive -wink-

One last shot before we parted ways.

Will upload the cranky pictures when I get them from Darren!

To the 2C2P gang:

Guys, I never expected having the greatest time in TR3002 but I did. At the end of the day, it isn't about the grade but the sweetest, most enjoyable journey throughout the course. When I think of 2C2P, I think of our mass gossipy MSN sessions in class, our dynamic but fun project meetings, Jianxing and his BLJ stories, putting in all we've got before our final presentation to the VCs.

I think I'm the envy of all the girls in class, to be in the same group with the nicest people to work with.

Thank you for everything, including the endless teasing of Aung, lap dances..From the bottom of my heart, thank you for making my last semester in NUS special.. :)

TR3002 - 2C2P.

2008-04-14T22:10:00.009+08:00

Introducing my groupmates from TR3002, the 8 cutest guys from my module. Although I was the only girl, and that I was the foundation of their jokes.. the endless teasing and monkeying made me fall in love with my group! They're such a nice bunch... and the group dynamics was so strong and I'm missing the crazy bunch already :( These boys are serious and dedicated when it comes to work. Here's Shijun, CK and YY in action..

My friend says Darren's cute.. he's my boss.
And of course we have to crazy times.. Shaun and Kanghao..fussing over Jianxing because he claims he ahem..has the..ahem ahem biggest..LJ
the 3 photo addicts of the lot..

Ok I had to do a crazy shot too... pointing...

Uh oh doing an Edison Chen in the middle of CR C

The boys.. doing the 1,2,3,4,5

Here's 1..

2...
3...
4....
and 5 !
Shijun's the serious one.. NOT. He laughs at and teases me too!

That IS NOT YY's finger..
Just before presentation, CEO Shuan was so serious.. he rehearsed and rehearsed and he did a great job!

Boys, thank you so much for the most wonderful times. I had so much fun for the TR modules in my last semester and it is because of you!

-hugs-

The Scarlette

2008-04-14T16:37:00.006+08:00

You know I'm a really blessed girl. I have 3 beautiful girlfriends who are talented, nice and hot hot HOT.. I'm sure many of you from NUS already know who they are.

Introducing Amanda, Shuting and Qinmei! Not a sight healthy for lads..-grin-

My girls here have set up a blogshop with the most gorgeous clothes at low low rates!

Introducing The Scarlette - chronicles of their love for fashion, friendship and life.

http://thescarlette.livejournal.com/

Just look at what I bought! I love colours.. Bright cheery hues that bring a smile to everyone's faces.

They call this dress "A Pot of Gold" . How appropriate cause I can imagine skipping into class in the cheery dress, teamed with boho earrings and the happiest smile. It's so pretty!!!!!!!

and I bought the spag dress in green.

AND July - the dress in blue ( right corner)

Happy shopping girlies! -hugs-

P.S. Boys, it would do you good to buy a dress for your gfs too. I make a good consultant! I can help with sizes..

xoxo,

My 23rd b'day

2008-04-14T15:15:00.009+08:00

I may be old but I'm HAPPY! I had the best weekend ever! Louie, Joy, Flo, Chel and my girlfriends planned a surprise b'day party for me at Flo's place. They picked me up from school after my major presentation on Sat. We were supposed to head over to JB for seafood dinner but it was all a ploy! It was the bestest best best best surprise party ever! To walk into a room, seeing the girls I've missed so much.. margie, xilin, meimei, ting, lorrie.. and to see my A3 dearies Freda, Claud, Angel, Grace.... even joy, chermie came... and my mum! I was too shocked to even look shock.. I just stared and looked blank. I'll update with pictures soon! Waiting for them cause I didn't bring my camera (wasn't expecting a surpise).

Thank you everyone. It meant the world to see my loved ones.. I actually cried over it at the end end end of the next day!

For now, it'll be an update on the celebration I had with my beloved family at Jumbo Seafood Restaurant!

Evidence of my joy.. My darling sister Jo and Jas. This is my favourite pic of the day! Freestyle jumpshot despite a belly packed to the brim.

This was probably how I looked when my friends surpised me at Flo's. I was all flushed .. The restaurant played a B'day song for me..and my family sang!
Tada! Chilli crab for you?

I was sick that day, but nothing could spoil the day!
My baby sisters.. so pretty ya?

My elder sis and my bro-in law..
Introducing the set meal - Shark's fin soup

The jumbo combo starter - jellyfish, scallops in yam, fried squid and a funny prawn paste thingy..
This is where I start eating cause I don't eat seafood.. no crabs, prawns, squid, sharksfin for me. I don't dislike seafood but I'm not crazy for it either, so I'm contented having my loved ones have them. Seeing their eyes light up and the satisfied looks mean more to be. I love my fish tho!

And my greens!
Oh this is particularly interesting. Prawns in salted egg yolk sauce. Everyone liked it.

This is my aunt. She just came over to Singapore. She's living here .. for a few months now. She was really shy and I promised to teach her how to swim and take her shopping at Bugis! I hope I don't make her drown..I'm not that good a swimmer..:(

What Jumbo is famous for... No crabs for me but I adore the sauce with crisp fried mantou!!!!!
See See See...unglam moments.. Jumbo does a mean mee goreng too! very tasty
My mantou!!!!!!!!! Mantou over crabs.. no wonder people say I'm extremely low maintainance..
Mantou will my chilli crab sauce... blissful..
Our dessert, honeydew sago..

And my cake came.. dajie, I love this particular shot of you. You look like a little girl!
My mum. I think she's the most beautiful mum in the whole world!

Fatty daddy and pretty mum. The 4 girls..

My grandma! My grandma! I love her!

Hehe..chocolate fudge cake..
More pictures ..1,2,3,4
4 girls for ya!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I love my family! I love my friends, I love life..thank you heavenly Father for all the wonderful things you've given to me!

And to all my friends who came... thank you... :)

Post Presentation Release

2008-04-10T16:54:00.008+08:00

2 presentations down, 2 more to go! My team and I - MY O O .. I had so much fun with this bunch of people. The late nights fussing over our project, torturous disagreements and coming to a general consensus.. I'm going to miss them.
We started out as awkward strangers but ended up supportive and comfortable with each other. We do lunches, we tease each other mercilessly..

Check out derrick's flushed face! Hahaha
Okay we wanted to do an SMU jumpshot.. showcase the relief.. As I browsed through the pictures, I could NOT stop laughing out loud. Just look at our expressions!
2nd try..FAIL
Off to the 2nd presentation. Coincidentally, Qingru and I are in the next class together. Different teams though.

Caught in a candid shot of us discussing our jumpshot.Failed again!Okay, we settled for a normal shot..

After presenation - Shijun wanted a professional shot for his CV
A different angle..
Kanghao and I decided that CV photos should look like this!
That's us - photographers..

I'm obsessed with jumpshots BUT I'm not too good at them.

The boys did a much better job. Shijun, you look so cute! Your expression is priceless..wahahaha
He's the nicest guy on earth!
Kanghao had the crazy idea of a jailbird shot
Looks more realistic close up

My stunned expression .. Cause KH slipped his fingers onto my waist.. hahaha. Priceless!

Shijun. I love the cool dude expression..
Weihan and Qingru..
Ah, Kh decked in his hottie outfit..
The master at jumpshots..

I can't believe the sem ends in 2 weeks.. I'm graduating! All the mixed emotions..I'm going to miss NUS so much..

I've become so attached to Eusoff, my friends, dancing.. and I'm leaving all these behind in 2 weeks.

My final year has been amazing. Choreo-ed for dance production, made new friends.. the endless dance performances.. sleeping 1-2 hours a day... IHG champion.., table tennis goal medal.. Putting in all I've got for every single module... I'm leaving with no regrets..:)

I Live to eat

2008-04-10T10:43:00.003+08:00

I took a cab from Lau Pa Sat yesterday and the chatty cabbie asked if I just had dinner.

I replied enthusiastically.

And he concluded that I must not like to eat from my frame.

-gasp- Uncle, I love food!

I love my chocolate, my desserts, my vegetables..

Food makes me happy! And I have no limits when it comes to dessert.

The secret to abs and a toned body would be to exercise with Florian, the angry ang mo!

-chuckles-

We have been partners in crime - go with the "Flo"

Cardio,Yoga, Sauna..

-grin-

Nothing beats suffering in the gym together ..and of course the lovely phrase.."aww, my ass hurts"

I'm glad I got Flo addicted to Yoga..

-beams-

xoxo,
Grace

I Like..

2008-04-06T22:06:00.002+08:00

I like desserts

And the beach

Funny exchange in an never ending conversation

Not forgetting a 10 m piggy back ride!

That familiar warm and fuzzy feeling

Friendships

:)

Thank you for listening

2008-04-03T01:38:00.002+08:00

To let your guard down

And just having someone to listen

Not having to fear that you're just being an unreasonable girl

Cai, thank you for listening..

More pictures!

2008-03-27T19:02:00.004+08:00

Dumdeedeedum! More pictures from DU' 08, kindly uploaded by Weina. The gorgeous girls - Xilin, Siding, Margie!

Siding used to live on A3. She was my neighbour and she graduated last year. Dingding is a brilliant mix of dancer+sportswoman! She's only down to earth and wonderful to talk to! I miss the girl..

Unglam shot..
I have a conclusion - I make one heck of a monkey.. -makes funny monkeyish noises-

I love Fridays!!!!

xoxo,

Grace

A lovely surprise

2008-03-25T03:23:00.002+08:00

I met Pei Huan at the business canteen today!

Dear Lord, thank you for keeping my friend safe and happy.

I miss you girl! Next week...food galore..-hugs-